In the heat of the night by Skillet-Fan, literature
Literature
In the heat of the night
Give in to the whispers of the rain
Give in to the fear and to the pain
embrace the heat of the night
because you know there's no use to try and fight
the only thing that ever brought you joy
was to see that bright smile of the boy
but now he's gone, you weren't enough
quit your crying, life is tough
and give in to the whispers of the rain
the pounding in your head's a melody
the room spin's so fast you can not see
your last bag, your last bill
and yet the hole you can not fill
so give in to the fear and to the pain
it's time to leave this all behind
so pray that fate will be kind
take those pills, pick up a knife
and end you
Crazy is a one way road
and a future's set in stone
fate's more like absolute control
there is no reason to atone
Freedom is a state of mind
and you have none to waste
if dreams were served on silver platters
you'd be too scared to take a taste
The pen is mightier than the sword
too bad your ink well's dry
It doesn't matter cuz words can't hurt
so there's no way that I can die
If what I wrote goes to your heart
perhaps you need better skin
I guess I'm just forune's fool
so why resist? i'll just give in
Hard to move, out of my bed
voices pounding in my head
everyday, everyday, everyday
Take a pill, take a break
feel like falling, oh the ache
and the pain, and the pain, and the pain
spill your soul, with my sin
don't resist just give in
no one cares, no one cares, no one cares
Time is up, you are down
monotones, a single sound
Just give up, just give up, just give up
Your cage surrounds me
my mind is alight
I will do anything
but sleep, tonight
The heavy air presses
Hard on my chest
there's no time for thoughts
There's no time for rest
We're the only one's left
the world is dead
our only limitations
the edge of the bed
Let's be stupid and careless
let's break a few rules
Let's light a fire
Let's act like fools
You sit there and yell at me, tell me I'm worthless. I pretend to listen, pretend to care, pretend i'm not a million miles away. keep judging me and I'll keep ignoring you. Don't pretend it's for me. Your satisfaction is all you care about. "Why'd you do it!?" you ask
"I dunno", I answer... (because I hate you)
Stand there and call me a liar. I know why you do it. Because you can't stand anyone but you in the spotlight. To you you're all that matters. To me your a selfish, ignorant child who never got the chance to grow up. Keep screaming and I'll keep coming back with sarcastic remarks to piss you off. You ask me "Why'd you lie!?"
"cuz
Lay there and cry your eyes out
try to wash away the pain
try to wash away all feeling
but your tears are all in vain
Soon your crying will end
and you'll learn this pain you need
feeling's better than not
you'll beg your wrists to bleed
You have to see him everyday
a reminder of what he did
he touched you when you yelled to stop
since you were a little kid
Your told not to tell a soul
just to live a perfect lie
3 a.m.'s the only time you think about it
and you can't gather the strength to cry
Your brother taunts you all the time
asking if "your father's good"
you dont say anything
even though you know you should
A perfect
Dottie was a silly girl
she thought mommy really loved her
all mommy loved was heroin
but Dottie just wanted to hug her
Dottie was a silly girl
She thought daddy hadn't meant to
he kicked and beat her to the ground
but who was the curses sent to
Mommy locked her in the attick
daddy turned off the light
She couldn't see the ground
and dottie was afraid of heights
Dottie teetered and tottered
on the edge of a hole she couldnt see
six year old dottie fell
and scraped her little knee
Mommy wouldn't make it better
daddy made it bleed
it only took Dottie a skinned knee to relize
this pain she didn't need
Dottie gathered her bel
I stand behind a diamond wall
It sparkles hard and cold
No one can get in at all
except the man to whom my soul was sold
I auctionedoff my heart
to buy MJ's sequend glove
I never liked compassion
I never wanted love
I'm not obbsessed with money
Just all that it can buy
I'd sell off every last peice of myself
to purchase a material lie
I try to drown this empty shell
My body; with expensive booze
Cuz I sold my soul to the devil
for a pair of prada shoes
This place is tented
Blue and red
The sun shines on the canvas
the ring leader lay dead
Did the sad clown do it
standing over there?
Or was it the man with one eye
and a sinister stare?
Was it the woman with the beard?
Or the man juggling eggs?
the he-she on its knees
cuz it has seven leg?
The fire breather? the sword eater?
The girl who wont speak?
which one of these
is the right circus freak?
Would it matter if you knew
would you make everything just
or would you lock them ALL up
Cuz you thought that you must
They're different than you
they're outcasts, they're weird
A person is meant to have two legs
And a woman shou
Can you see inside my soul
can you see inside my heart
can you tell how dark it is
can you tell its been torn apart
Please brother, father, mother
take pity on my pane
my head's been forced straight
I've been driven sane
No imagination
just the voices in the dark
staying in my mind
while the doctors leave thier mark
I hate it in this room
For it all is a big lie
the cheery white sheets cover
the pillow on which I cry
Mother, Father, Brother's here
they say it's all in gain
I really dont belive them
for I've been driven sane.
In the heat of the night by Skillet-Fan, literature
Literature
In the heat of the night
Give in to the whispers of the rain
Give in to the fear and to the pain
embrace the heat of the night
because you know there's no use to try and fight
the only thing that ever brought you joy
was to see that bright smile of the boy
but now he's gone, you weren't enough
quit your crying, life is tough
and give in to the whispers of the rain
the pounding in your head's a melody
the room spin's so fast you can not see
your last bag, your last bill
and yet the hole you can not fill
so give in to the fear and to the pain
it's time to leave this all behind
so pray that fate will be kind
take those pills, pick up a knife
and end you
Crazy is a one way road
and a future's set in stone
fate's more like absolute control
there is no reason to atone
Freedom is a state of mind
and you have none to waste
if dreams were served on silver platters
you'd be too scared to take a taste
The pen is mightier than the sword
too bad your ink well's dry
It doesn't matter cuz words can't hurt
so there's no way that I can die
If what I wrote goes to your heart
perhaps you need better skin
I guess I'm just forune's fool
so why resist? i'll just give in
Hard to move, out of my bed
voices pounding in my head
everyday, everyday, everyday
Take a pill, take a break
feel like falling, oh the ache
and the pain, and the pain, and the pain
spill your soul, with my sin
don't resist just give in
no one cares, no one cares, no one cares
Time is up, you are down
monotones, a single sound
Just give up, just give up, just give up
Your cage surrounds me
my mind is alight
I will do anything
but sleep, tonight
The heavy air presses
Hard on my chest
there's no time for thoughts
There's no time for rest
We're the only one's left
the world is dead
our only limitations
the edge of the bed
Let's be stupid and careless
let's break a few rules
Let's light a fire
Let's act like fools
You sit there and yell at me, tell me I'm worthless. I pretend to listen, pretend to care, pretend i'm not a million miles away. keep judging me and I'll keep ignoring you. Don't pretend it's for me. Your satisfaction is all you care about. "Why'd you do it!?" you ask
"I dunno", I answer... (because I hate you)
Stand there and call me a liar. I know why you do it. Because you can't stand anyone but you in the spotlight. To you you're all that matters. To me your a selfish, ignorant child who never got the chance to grow up. Keep screaming and I'll keep coming back with sarcastic remarks to piss you off. You ask me "Why'd you lie!?"
"cuz
Lay there and cry your eyes out
try to wash away the pain
try to wash away all feeling
but your tears are all in vain
Soon your crying will end
and you'll learn this pain you need
feeling's better than not
you'll beg your wrists to bleed
You have to see him everyday
a reminder of what he did
he touched you when you yelled to stop
since you were a little kid
Your told not to tell a soul
just to live a perfect lie
3 a.m.'s the only time you think about it
and you can't gather the strength to cry
Your brother taunts you all the time
asking if "your father's good"
you dont say anything
even though you know you should
A perfect
Dottie was a silly girl
she thought mommy really loved her
all mommy loved was heroin
but Dottie just wanted to hug her
Dottie was a silly girl
She thought daddy hadn't meant to
he kicked and beat her to the ground
but who was the curses sent to
Mommy locked her in the attick
daddy turned off the light
She couldn't see the ground
and dottie was afraid of heights
Dottie teetered and tottered
on the edge of a hole she couldnt see
six year old dottie fell
and scraped her little knee
Mommy wouldn't make it better
daddy made it bleed
it only took Dottie a skinned knee to relize
this pain she didn't need
Dottie gathered her bel
I stand behind a diamond wall
It sparkles hard and cold
No one can get in at all
except the man to whom my soul was sold
I auctionedoff my heart
to buy MJ's sequend glove
I never liked compassion
I never wanted love
I'm not obbsessed with money
Just all that it can buy
I'd sell off every last peice of myself
to purchase a material lie
I try to drown this empty shell
My body; with expensive booze
Cuz I sold my soul to the devil
for a pair of prada shoes
This place is tented
Blue and red
The sun shines on the canvas
the ring leader lay dead
Did the sad clown do it
standing over there?
Or was it the man with one eye
and a sinister stare?
Was it the woman with the beard?
Or the man juggling eggs?
the he-she on its knees
cuz it has seven leg?
The fire breather? the sword eater?
The girl who wont speak?
which one of these
is the right circus freak?
Would it matter if you knew
would you make everything just
or would you lock them ALL up
Cuz you thought that you must
They're different than you
they're outcasts, they're weird
A person is meant to have two legs
And a woman shou
Can you see inside my soul
can you see inside my heart
can you tell how dark it is
can you tell its been torn apart
Please brother, father, mother
take pity on my pane
my head's been forced straight
I've been driven sane
No imagination
just the voices in the dark
staying in my mind
while the doctors leave thier mark
I hate it in this room
For it all is a big lie
the cheery white sheets cover
the pillow on which I cry
Mother, Father, Brother's here
they say it's all in gain
I really dont belive them
for I've been driven sane.
self medicate
stop the pounding
in your Topsy-Turvy head.
sit down girl
lets examine your world
that falls apart
as you grasp for the air
that leaves your lungs
because life is a horror movie
and you're just the victim.
The stanzas run
In lines down my arms
They weave before coming
To a sudden stop
A makeshift farmer's tan
Written to explain what happens
When all the magic
Abruptly turns to dust
Dreams of leaving
And loving and learning
Condensed into a few
Meaningless lines
And if you count the rings
You will see that my
Hero-less story dates back to
The beginning of time
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